Today is a dreary day and once again I am staring out the window
and I can't see the mountain because there is a cloud bank covering
it. It makes me feel as though I am in a cloud too, but I really I know
that's juse because of how much caffeine I drink and that I haven't
gone to bad any earlier than 3 for the past week. I think that rain droplets
hanging off tree branches in this grey is one of the most beautiful
things in the world and so the tree that grazes my window makes me
happy. I realized
how happy I am that I changed my major and that I am learning what
I am now. I love art and I will miss it but the brain. People. Behaviorism
abnormalities, why is one person so influenced by a group? That's what
I have now and I am happy. Ironically I have a modern art class this semester
and I'm proud of myself for being able to analyze the culture and how it
affected the art being produced at the time. But also I know I must be careful
not to exhaust myself too much because such things lead to disaster.
And now I'm going to take a nap before I go to Dr Persing and
amazing social psychology.